```seeking the truth...// in faLsehood. ||living in solitude.||

Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Merry christmas!

Woo,time flies and so fast December aready.What a fast year it is 4 this year.Man,it was quite an amazing year for me as i done quite a lot of things that i done first time in my life.Like not going to visit my relatives during Chinese new year,joining my very first tournament etc.But there are some bad things happened at the almost the end of the school term.That is to discover that me and xin wei can't be going to the same class as our other friends next year.That was also the first time that i score damm bad in that final exam and also first time to feel the pain of separating with my other friends.Back in my primary school,i didn't even care about about going to a different class anot.I just need to care about going to the same class with some of my good friends.But i like this years class very much,hearing that i am going to a different class was damm sad.After hearing that,i didn't even have the mood to go for my cca.I just go to the card shop nearby to play with some small fries to kill time.After that,xin wei called to say if i want to walk with him.I guess he's also very sad back then.I seat in the class to wait for him.Well,seating in the class made me even sadden.Then i dunno why just started to cry.Quite strange though,for me to cry even though i don't seem to care.Well,seems like i changed since pri school.Well,after he came,we are about to go.But bad timing,i need to go put out some fire first.Well,after that,we finally going off.But until we saw ya hui they all in front of the classroom.I was feeling like,wao lao leh,when i was about to go then they appear,good timing lor!Ya,then no choice go talk with them lor.But it was quite funny to heard they may not be going to true train,because if they fail in O level,their highest is PSLE.But talking to them really made me feel more relax.Then when we leave,xin wei ask me if i was feeling better after talking with them.Well,i didn't feel sad after talking to them and was quite glad.Man,thinking of these made me feel touched as i never have this kind of friends back in pri school time.And i was always having dreams of what will be happening next year,and they are confirm horrible!I hope that i could go back as soon as possible!

Well,enough of the flash back,well my Christmas wish list are these:
1)Being a funny and trustworthy person next year
2)Be a good friend and kind
3)Be hard working and get good grades
4)Improve my skills in cards and driving
5)finish all the drama i wanted to watch
6)Having as less problems as possible
7)Not to overslept
8)Hope that both me and xin wei could go back to our friends class after the next year.

Well,these are what i hope for right now.Oh,and for the msn nick saying:'theres something i gotta do before the year end' thing,i aready done that,even thought it was like...sign,a bit shameful of myself for me to think about it.

Thats it for today,i hope that all of my friends wishes would come true in the next year as soon as possible.Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

``` the dream of death drifts away...
12:06 AM