Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Hai...Today dunno whats on my mind.Why i can hardly laugh today or not even have the feeling of going out to eat?Maybe its because i wanted to change myself quite badly.I really wanted to change into someone who could get along with others,not using any harsh words and i also dun wanna hurt anyone carelessly.But even if i think of that,i just keep repeating the mistakes without me realizing over and over again.I just hate that,and i juat seem that i couldn`t get along well with others.I dunno why but i hate that feeling,so i just gonna find out how to change first.Recently started to work out by climbing up the stairs everyday and doing push ups and sit ups,just hope that i could like slim down in two months time haha.
Hey,the one who spam my blog,i aready know who you are.You left such a clear msg in rui yang`s blog and you know what?I think you are a chicken,you should be living in kfc,not in people`s home.If you wanna say what you said in the tag board,say it in my face.Don`t have to hide your name and scold me in the dark,because doing this would make you really look like a chicken,not a human.Ya,i admit,i suck.But there is no one in the world is prefect,everyone has a point where he or she suck.But what matters is if you are willing to change or not.And even though you change into so gangster like,you are still not different from the old you.You only use some stupid scolding words against others or holding some stupid scissors in your hand.But still,you are not scary at all.Instead,you make yourself look like a joke,and dun even dare to confess to someone like you know who.Please,one warning for you,acting so like gangster to impress someone is a really foolish thing if you ask me.And besides,the you know who,is not even noticing you.Do something better to impress her instead.
As for tomorrow,the 4E8 are having like three tests in one day when it should be at most two tests in a day.Wow,really hard on them these days.But never mind,i know they will put through somehow.Well,good luck anyway.Well,gotta go now,bye.
``` the dream of death drifts away...
9:58 PM
