Sunday, May 18, 2008
Just gone out with my family to eat just now.Man,i am so full.At about 1am plus today,aileen told me to see her post.And i was so touch to see what she wrote.They had done alot of stuffs during friday when i wasn`t noticing.No wonder they scream like hell when i almost enter the meeting room.And i was so touched when i got a so call birthday card from aileen.(even though she put it in my bag not telling me what is it)
The things that she wrote on it was way too friendly le.But i become abit sad when i saw what she wrote in her blog at the last sentence,`DEMO LAOMAZI! LETS BE CLASSMATES NEXT YR AGAIN~!`.When reading this,i felt more pressure on me.Not like saying i don`t wanna return,but with my current state i can`t.And of course 4E6 was very good to me and also i don`t hate it,but i really wanna go back.I will try to work hard for the following months to buck up.If i really can`t return,then i am sorry that i disappoint you all.But i will try my best!
And i am really glad that i got in this school,even though its for a stupid reason.I had never thought that i had so many wonderful friends in these past years!And also had a bunch of `sisters` who are so kind to me!Of course never thought that i had such a violent nuer that will even bully her two mothers.(hor?)I also have lots of fun times in that school as well(even though it all started off as i was being called a pervert),and theres also friends who would felt sad for me when i was drop out from my ex class.If it was the old me i wouldn`t had experience all these.There`s still a year plus left for me being in the school so i had to treasure every moment with them.
To all of my friends and sis,
Thank you for everything you had done for the past
few years,no matter how bad or good they were.
also thanks for being so nice to me as a friend.
I hope that our friendship would continue
forever even after we graduate.
``` the dream of death drifts away...
11:35 PM
