.:: as the poison flows```

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Sometimes i really wonder...How could friends that have a long relationship of (1-5) years could one day become strangers in a flash?This class is indeed very weird...No not only this class but the others as well.And after having a chat with someone just now,i felt kinda sad for hearing stuffs like saying seeing the wrong person(me),and can`t believe me anymore and such...Really....,i dunno any of those stuff and i dunno who told you that rubbish of saying that i know what happen and making you think that i lied to you.And i am very sorry to make you feel cheated and being fooled,but i can swear that i am innocent.But after hearing what you said just now,the whole thing really makes sense.And this is what i discovered quite a long time ago,whenever a part of my life tends to end(etc:primary school days,childhood),i would tend to lose most of my friends and it is like there is no talking or calling at all.Even if our msn is online,we would just see it as a blank person and not even bother to chat or anything.Now my life is at secondary school,and is also my last year.And now all i could see is the separation of a long relationship,even me as well.I really damm miss those sec 1,2 and 3 times,where there is lots of laughter and only a few minor quarreling happening.But its a pity that all these time are lost and not coming back again.Now i kinda believe in what my friend said,the past is dead and gone.And now i really feel dumb when i think about my goal,want to help everyone in any way i can and be happy?A total crap and bullshit.Now there`s so many friends being drifted away and what had i achieved?Nothing...Thats why i kept thinking `Hey hopes and dreams when did you become yesterday`s dream?`I really wonder,how many friends of mine would be left after this year?

``` the dream of death drifts away...
6:36 AM


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