.:: as the poison flows```
Yesterday just got back my O level chinese results and i am so shocked with what i got!Totally not what i expected,what i had expected should be at least an A or at least a B3 but i got a B4 back instead!This is the result that i got last year!I didn`t improve one grade at all!Not even one!I was so sad when i got this!I even told Mdm oen that i got confidants to get an A back,and this shit come out!If i took the test with my half ass attitude like last year and got this result i am fine with it,but for this test i did study and learn how to write well enough!And i can assure myself that the paper i done this year is confirm much better than the one i took last year!Like the difference between heaven ad earth!And the result is still the same!Others are rather fine that they got a B3 meaning they improve or still remain,but really la at least give me a B3 ma!This grade like tell me that all the hard work for this give me nothing leh!And still i studied for chinese leh!Chinese leh!which ppl always think that it is a subject that does not need any studying.But i got study it leh!Last year dun hav leh!And this year also got friend teaching me leh!Damm impossible is what i can say lo!Then now being forced to retake it.I was like damm sianz.This year the paper came out what i had expected and i was so happy.After that test i thought that i won`t have to take it again.But instead kana backfired.I really think that i ruin this good chance and have really disappointed Yahui who taught us and help me so much for this.Feeling damm guilty leh,even now also.Haiz,just see yansen msn msg just now.`If time could go back,what will you change??`If time can go back i will go take all those test again,oral and written paper,take all again and score an A back.
``` the dream of death drifts away...
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